journey toward my grandfather

into the rolling hills of Ireland 
I roamed 
looking for the green secret of existence –  
with your second generation legs 
I began up a slate brown peak 
while they were putting your body 
into the cold cold cold 
(and sometimes hot) funereal condominium  
and did you know that 
the mountains here 
look like big, large, pebbles? 
the kind that you could skip across the bay, that I see 
out of the window… 
It’s a quaint bed and breakfast 
with ceilings slightly too low 
they amplify the big bony structure 
you gave to me 
and this view is something like 
the view you might have had in Nantucket 
when you journeyed with your love 
toward the honeyed moon…  
and probably like the coast in the Carolinas, 
but not like the beach in Stone Harbor, 
but maybe the midshipmen rocks of the Golden Gate? 
but I’m on a different journey, 
not celebrating marriage, 
but celebrating you.